The Religion of Fear

I forced upon my self abstinence of free thinking, the danger was too much to bare. There had to be established dichotomy between my mind and reality, else I would go insane!
I aver! I do not wish to upset God, and bring upon myself the wrath of our creator!

My mind has but a few questions...
Why are you God so insouciant to earthly affairs? Maybe the Deists where right...and you care not for your creation-maybe you're dying?
Maybe you never existed as the elders taught us.
The men who claim to be the luminaries of doctrine are but hypocrites, with two faces.
Whom can I trust for your word?
Your so called devotees are nothing but frivolous vacuous fools.
After thinking about it, I can't alleviate my thoughts, my curiosity, my questions!

I will not remain perturbed , I will be strong, and realize hiding from my fears and questions
will not bring to me peace.
I must face my fears,face death, face everything , I don't need a personal God to help me.

To be free you must flow like water, and let go of all that hinders your spirit.
I remit my past statement, I retain my freethinking ways, and will be one with nature, I will embrace the flow of natural selection within my veins.

I studied the tedious scriptures of old, and seen the perversion within them, how can people embrace such offensive materials?

The religious naysayers are but chaff beings that will do all they can to prevent humanity from being free, in place they say "Believe or God will throw you in the pits of hell for eternity, but truly he loves you, and wants you to be saved!"

Jesus Christ the Beast

I encountered the beast with the epithet "Jesus Christ" and diligently applied my mind to this example of apotheosis. The gnosis thoughts that streamed through me was interesting. De facto...my personal struggle was mine, not to share. Alas, I drowned in fear and worry, insecurity of my beliefs, I was strangled by fear of hell, punishment. Even worse, that my soul would lay dormant in this hell, Hades...

I ran to this beast to comfort me from my fear of non-existence. I ran to it and hugged it for it was my ultimate truism. My errant ways of 'faith' brought yet again to me -trouble.

The effrontery of my religious leaders,their zealous bigotry... brought upon me ecclesiastical punishment. Probationary terms I endured. I challenged still their pathetic sophism's. And instead of facing me, they ran to their theology, a theology that was pulled out of their asses.

Over time, I realized such thought was truly laziness...I was not doubting reality,I was doubting the lies I was living. True knowledge and creativity comes from within nature.

When people worship the Gaps of ignorance, I place the beauty of the unknown where it deserves to be.

Our curiosity is what life really is, the more science finds, the more useless this beast becomes.

They tell me I am negative? I retort! I am positive! Nature is my God!

Satan v God

"The semantic meaning of Satan is the "adversary" or "opposition" or the "accuser". The very word "devil" comes from the Indian "devi" which means "God." Satan represents opposition to all religions which serve to frustrate and condemn man for his natural instincts. He has been given an evil role simply because he represents carnal, earthly, and mundane aspects of life" - Anton LaVey

Does Evil Exist?

Evil does not exist, only certain circumstances brought upon an individual at a set time that requires specific actions be them hasty or pre-meditated. How we perceive these actions is based on the established moral ethics of our set society.

I am Fate

I am fate, the personage of weak will, the failure of life...I am the archetype of ones lack of control, ones ignorance...I am what you come to when you wish to escape from the real world...I am fate, I am not real...I am developed in your brain as a defense from fear, the fear of the unknown, your inner reflex to be held through.

Dependability of modern Morality

Your emotions set the motions for notions , explosions of irrational logic poisons oceans. The morality of normality is the fatality of our thoughts vitality. Logic lacks tonic, reality leaves sonic. Spew the few who think anew, those who see receive the hose...the profitable are spendable, acceptable as long sustainable and reject the dependable from the collectible who's mind undependable.

Religion v Spirituality

Organized Religion contradicts with spiritual enlightenment , Spirituality and Enlightenment are a result of open minded free thinking. Religion and its preordained laws creates a closed minded spirit, stuck within the confines of ones religious laws. The laws laid down by their God. Lucifer is a metaphor not for greed and pride, but for rebelling against the closed minded request of an oppressive entity.

Lucifer represents the free mind, the freedom to believe and choose on your own. What truly represents pride and the closed minded?
The one we all call God from the Main Religions that require you to bow to make it to a Kingdom where you will eternally be bowing more.
Lucifer represents our ability not to be slaves to the oppressive, and that truth and enlightenment lie within, and not in a external oppressive being that requires what our nature contradicts.

Mind of God

When someone lets God make decisions in life, or how they shall react to good/bad experiences, they are truly fooling themselves. When something comes up and they truly think God is guiding them, it is their subconscious desires creating such sensations of "divine interference", if they dislike a situation, they will "pray" to their God hoping for an answer,but they have already created their own answers that manifest into Gods response.

False Personality

People sometimes simply establishing a specific personality and a set of beliefs to fit in with their social crowd or family, they will avoid conflicting thoughts so they don't dwell on specific inconsistencies. They will hold anything close that will strengthen and mold with their current beliefs. Examples are everywhere, and people who are not victims to being intellectually closed minded, are just plain lazy.

When you see someone who contradicts their beliefs, you can also witness their inability to be an individual, they are still greatly influenced by other forces to hold close the social bonds they let control their life.

Blind masses

The Ignorance of the mass creates the stigma, bigots bash bigots for being bigots, the endless cycle of stupidity fuels the destruction of truth and mind. People become mocked for grasping any type of reality and get praised for the bandwagons socially accepted moral emotions of irrational pre-chewed dogmatic zealot comfort seeking weak magnet of fools. The labeled evil in most cases representing ancient purity becomes the victim of "good v evil" paradox of deceptive extortion...the victim? all of us...the hero? the hero is the one we all fear, like our inner soul, truth, reason, and critically analyzing the accepted. Opening doors of the natural, the truth, and purity will not bring welcome. What is better than knowledge, understanding and wisdom? To seek you must remove emotion and bias reflex